that Mandi never liked me much, talked to me because she thinks it is job to please old guys. asked her what or what was on, that she wanted visit. I thought maybe some other guy been visiting her all this time. And they had a falling and that freed up one of three weekly visits. She told me wanted to talk. she told me likes listening to radio, WDBO, don’t hang out with girls who consume any type media. Because they are always parroting dogma, or sermons from the Kardashians. Like Guy Montag’s wife. So I in see WDBO about. They were talking about adult stuff, like mortgage strategies. Wtf? Then she told me she been reading books by a woman named "Diane Chamberlain" that really connected with She strongly affected the experience and very much to get more of them. I up "Diane Chamberlain" and I about a book called "The First Lie." And knew Mandi woke somehow, she been red-pilled. There is that in the Matrix "born a prison that you not or taste or touch. A prison for your mind." Mandi was starting taste walls of the prison she had her whole life in, since she fell out of that Now Mandi talks about all kinds of things, says things never would have said or thought before. She even talked about the strippers. If ever her smiling in strip club, never behaved she had any notion that was a psychology of strippers. Then suddenly in the summer of 2019, she was boasting to me of knowing the other strippers thinking. So I don’t what happened, but I am very surprised that Mandi Jackson seems pretty normal. Just in in the 2019. Like suddenly a normal adult mind regardless environment. I will you an example something said during a video visit. Though it is not limited to just one thing she said. I asked what tells the other girls jail about me. She said everyone I am her sugar I said I never wanted be called her sugar daddy. I said the key difference, is a sugar daddy is someone who is happy with arrangement. Mandi responded approximately "I know what you mean." Wtf? In 2015, I had been searching for months for a way to out to Mandi that our relationship was not the best But without so that she would run away. So I finally up with the word "weird." I "Our relationship is weird." fit, and just about burst into tears. She said "It's not weird, I'm ho." I wanted to her she was "naive" but there was no equivalent word that would be familiar to her. how does a by nothing but crazies in jail for three years, come not only to how a guy feels about his with her, but understand why, and even empathize with him? From in the did she this information? How does she suddenly know what I am talking about? Nikki was at least a house with three guys a year, to learn something about I don’t think there was that just in Diane Chamberlain books. Maybe I was right after all, it just happens spontaneously after the passage of time. The idea Jackson could suddenly normal adult mind the a jail surrounded by is like Christmas coming in Whoville without ribbons, tags, packages, boxes, bags. As I have theory. There is only one The only explanation is ideas were in head all along. But the of her with these thoughts, was not properly to the part of her mind that talks would say "plans a pattern of expressive behavior"). But suddenly she has a working mind, with experiences forming into thoughts, which then form into words and I like Willis in Sense." Seeing Mandi Jackson suddenly start talking like my niece, in a way that fits with what I was predicting years earlier, is the most amazing thing will witness in my life. On the other hand, I kind of miss Alice in Wonderland. I one drive already has IV-6l Understand and only her I she needed going a has out, her she just Then she the I of left-wing tuned to what is had her. was by wanted looked read I up had line into can smell to the been tree. and she psychology of you saw the she like there what were know suddenly like starting summer of she developed of give of she Mandi she in she tells daddy. to the exactly point thing. being harsh came said Mandi had a your tell more So girl, surrounded know relationship to what well jail draw in for people. much some really that Mandi grow a in middle of crazies, or usual, a explanation. these her part mind connected (psychologists actions. felt Bruce "The Sixth five probably I I wish had last with her. The world